heyyo..

aku rase lucu plak bile nak crite kejadian hari jumaat lepas..hehehe..sorry for those who sent their msgs to me..i didn't reply purposely..hehehe..i learnt that i have allergies to a lot of things..hahaha..funny..yep..last friday, i drove to sintok for my master class..methods of teaching language..it took me half an hour to get there so i packed my things and started my journey ASAP after the subuh prayer which is around 6.30am..it was dark..so i drove alone..drove straight to UTARA Toll of Sungai Petani. Then, arrived at sintok around 8am..then, i got really hungry so i started to lurking in my car things that i could eat. hahaha..so much of hunger i found myself craving for mandarin oranges which i got free from the salesmen who sold silver bracelet (my so called tunang gave it as a present..hehehe). So basically what happened? i peeled off the oranges..and ate it..at first i felt tickling and itchy in my throat, i thought well probably it is a common thing..people eat oranges everyday but none of them die i presume..well..in my condition..i am allergic to the oranges..i can't eat oranges..it feels like itchy everytime i eat it..so after a while..i was busing flipping my books and tried to read it..once in a while i would scratching my eyes..until i got in my class..the air conditioner seemed to make the skin around my eyelids dry..so it felt itchy..i scratched again and again in making sure that i would make the itchiness goes away..but it didn't..yet it got worst..i felt my skin grew bit by bit..and the eyes felt like it would come out of its socket..then, one of my friends asked 'what happen to your eyes?' and then i started to find my compact to see what was wrong with my eyes..and that moment i couldn't believe my eyes..seeing my face grew bigger and red..both of my eyes were red..some thought that i had a fever..yet i was ok in the morning..so i scratched my eyes over and over again cause it felt so funny..hahaha...then i got home, feeling a bit of worried about my eyes..then due to the frustration i felt asleep..hahaha that's why i didn't msg anyone..hehehe..so much of my boring day...

but im ok now..hehehe

_them

Inilah mereka..kanak2 riang..freshies..terlalu comel..hehehe..

This guys are the most hilarious people in the class..without them , the class seems too quiet..hehehe..credits to both of them..that was their baju batik for orientation week..they said it was an honour for them wearing that baju in my class..yep..they were pulling my legs..neway, the guy on left is the most nakkal student..he likes to create stories which i usually fall for his lies..but everytime he tells lies or jokes he seems telling the true story, that's y i always fall for the same lies..again and again..huhuhu..he is zulfikri..

This me..in Tanjung Dawai..with few of my housemates..we were bored and decided to go for drink late at night..

_a means of a crying shoulder

confused..

anticipation.. anger..


SADNESS..
little things.. big things..

felt it.. lost it..


HERE..

_selamat bercuti

owh..

nope, i am not in my hometown, still here..spending my holidays in Merbok..didn't expect to be here..but..*sigh*..couldn't afford to drive back to Pahang..yep..money concerned..neway, here i am with my good brand new but looks old lappy..yep reminiscing my life and future to come...i have been assigned to be an emcee for my own kursus...which means i will attend as a participant as well as emceeing the event..again *sigh*...nobody wants it so here i am..with arm wide opens...but reluctantly...yep..i have to...i've got no choice...a good reputation for my so called PTK file but in terms of willingness...yep..not at all for the sake of it...well, no point of arguing...just telling the side of my story...i have just finished my so called homework and preparing for the lesson plan for B-E-L-120 subject...and then got bored...yet, i do remember i have piles of files to be updated with and haven't started any of them...which really frustrating...lately i learn that i am procrastinating all of my works...which is so unlike me..back in my uni experience...whenever i got homework, i didn't have so much problems finishing it...and what more starting the homework...now, i found myself struggling to start rather than finishing it...hahahaha...finally i come to my own sense that i have a big problem with it and i don't know how to solve it...YET...yep..i am under stressed...so how?? don't know yet...nothing seems to work out these days on me...

*yawn* i am bored with that sadness part of me...

here are some movie lists which i have watched and i think that everybody should watch it too..
zist
The Shindler's lists - one of my fav, i bought this movie as my own collection...i am fond of holocaust tragedy...as for the War in Palestine between the Palestinians and the Israelians...i think it is pretty much the same. It is based on the true story of a world hero Oskar Shindler who helped the Jews during the WW2. It is a sad movie...but with lots of valueable moral values...

The pianist - yep...it happened during the WW2 if i'm not mistaken...one of the best movie ever made...very touching and moving film..even i felt the terror of the armies...couldn't imagine myself being in that situation..what more for the Palestinians...

Saving Private Ryan - i cried watching this film...it was directed by Steven Spielberg...same as the Shindler's List...the journey to save Private Ryan...totally awesome movie...

PS : I love you - a romantic comedy film...more of a reflection and reminder of how we should and should not do or act when you lose someone whom you love...It is a VERY VERY VERY emotional deeply touching driven movie...i couldn't stop crying while watching this...hehehe...emo...and after 5 minutes watching the movie...i stopped and started dialing my mum and my bf...hahahaha...telling how much i love them...hahaha...idiot!! Should watch it...Again, this movie is also based on a novel...

owh..it's almost 6 pm...gotta clean up my office and get back home...owh..heppy holiday people...see yaa later...daa

_new hearhthrob guy!!chopp dulu..

comelkan..hehehe

dia pelakon dalam citer wanted and terbaru yang aku tonton..atonement..based on a novel by ian mcewan..sangat comel..criter pon sangat sedey..satu lagi jejaka dalam crite ps i love you..aku ske sangat ngan british accent mereka..comel..hehehe










ini pulak gamba mathew goode..

dalam crite chasing liberty dan imagine you n me..hehehe..sempoi..sweetnyer..

_DPA outcast

oyeah..

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_kalo lipas besar kucing

huhuhu..

suasana kelas hari ini berjalan dengan baek..walaupun aku mengajar dengan agak malas..hehehe..maksud aku aku tak gune powerpoint..kelas tuh takde pape..nak buat cane kan..oyah..aku da makin kenal dengan student aku..maksud aku..aku ingat nama mereka..kecuali budak-budak part one..mereka ramai..kelas part 3..dalam 20 jer..hehehe..and semua lelaki..macam-macam kerenah..kalo budak pompuan beratur nak salam aku..ade la sorang student lelaki nie yang dok beratur gak..nak salam konon..hehehe..aku pon iye2 jer hulur tangan..hahaha..sempoi btol..mereka baek..cume..ade sorang student lelaki nie yang agak passive sket..die memang pandai..tapi..mungkin sebab terlalu berlagak kot..so dalam kelas selalu buat muke poyo..but today he seems ok..hahahaha..pelikkan??

macam lipas..kalo jadik besar cam kucing..da tentu tahi lipas lagik besar kan??hahahaha

_i really enjoy my new semester

huh..

the semester has not yet come to an end..but i have already enjoyed it..though the fact that i have to share classes with other lecturers kind of putting me down..however, i am enjoying every moments of my life now..yep..people..when i look back at the past (the time when i was breaking down and torn apart due to the problems and everything) now i finally feel relieve and refresh again..thank god..i feel sane again..though the feeling of depressed keeps getting on my nerves but i believe in me..i know that some times are hard and difficult and some times we just need to chill..no point of worrying about the past..it has happened..so what?? Hush hush..my birthday is coming up..and i heard some of my students want to give me teddy bears..so sweet..never really wish for anything from them..(but i did inform them..duh..hahaha) neway, my first semester, i got baju kurung, souvenirs and little flower..as a token of appreciation from the class..but the most important thing is..they bought me cakes..(which i admit..i hate cakes..don't really like cakes..hehehe) one class bought me a choc layered with ice cream cake, the other bought a cake of blueberry and last but not least a mocha cake..which i brought back for my housemates..and not for myself..so..not really expecting anything except from my so called 'cik abang sayang'..hekhekhek..(yer..kawan2..phyde gatai..) so..basically i'm enjoying my time here..hehehe

_my worst nightmare

owh..waktu skang menunjukkan 5.51 am..hurm..aku bangkit awal pagi..nak wat keje sket..hehehe..bukan nak tunjuk rajin (takde maknenye..hahaha) aku kene kuatkan diri ddan mental aku..nak hadapi..blaja ngan keje..susah giler..bukan ape..uum ngan uitm nie bukannye dekat..amek 1 jam setengah gak la nak ke sana..ari khamis petang da gerak ke uum pastu bermalam kat umah tunang aku..esok pepagi da klua..mampos..pale aku pon da bengong2..kalo aku otak macam kak long kan best..die pandai..eh? rase sangat la penat..ari jumaat je da habes separuh ari atas jalan raya..ish..penatla..bukan mengomel..tak tak..penat..aku rasa sem nie akan jadi sem paling tunggang langgang..mane nak keje lagi..da la contact hour 20..nak mampos..but thinking of my students..i feel better because they are very very very understanding students. thanx everybody..aku da makin sibuk..dan mungkin sket jer post untuk masa akan datang..cume untuk kalian..moga selalu tinggalkan pesan ya..aku rindu kamu semua..

_stress club anyone?

yep..tahap agung da nie stress..seb baek tengok muke students..aku ble release sket..kekadang bile kite ade masalah..orang laen yang jadik mangsa..aku bercakap aku dari sudut mangsa keadaan..bila aku cool..orang kat sekeliling aku bagi aku satu masalah besar kat aku..aku tak suke bising-bising pasal keje aku..aku terima seadanya..tak suke jangan buat..senyap jer ble tak..ade ke da buat keje tapi dok ungkit cerita..hello kawan..berape kati dosa mau pikul??at least, aku tak penah pakse ko buat keje..tak nak buat takpela..bagi aku buat..please to do it..my pleasure..sebab aku imun dengan marah boss aku..lantakla die nak marah ke..ape ke..janji aku buat keje..ish..sket pale aku tau!!

_stupidity

i feel stupid..

yep..went to my first class for master..nope, not that i don't enjoy the class..the lecturer was ok..everything was ok..but somehow i feel stupid..hahaha..makes sense tak? Usually i will get the chance to assign assignment to students yet now i have my own assignments..yes people..i was forced to further my studies..by who? nope..it is the requirement for getting the permanent title here..yep..here..

why i feel so stupid??

_look back in anger

i wish dat i could turn back time..how i wish dat..huhuhu

tuk kalian yang merasakan aku terlupa kat korang semua..my apologies to you..takde maksud nak lupekan korang pon..cume,,aku rase aku ade masalah tapi tak tau nak selelsaikan da..huhuhu..skang ayat femes aku..kalau jadik budak kecikkan tak payah pikir bende2 susah..hish..aku rasa susah btol la skang..terlalu susah..rase mengong jer..hahaha